As we continue on with daily reflections… The past few days had quite a bit of snow fall on the east coast. You’d have to shovel a couple times to get a head of it. Even then you were moving a lot of snow. The cold rarely bothers me, so when I see neighbors struggling I try to go over and help dig them out. Today I had a long conversation with a neighborhood man, he laughed at how well I seem adapted to the cold. He chatted through scarves and full hoods pulled down around his face about how he was moving to Georgia when his lease was over. He was dressed in camo coat, but beneath it was plenty of gold and urban attire poking out from seams. It probably looked interesting me, shoveling with my jacket unzipped, covered in show, laughing and not bothered by the temp, and a man from a completely different upbringing, and as he put it “from a people that lived on the damn Serengeti, where we have heat and none of this cold BS”. We chatted for a while and would have continued, but he just seemed so cold, and I had more shoveling to do. It made me happy to know that even though I’ve had a rough time here in this house, with breakins, theft and some issues that might turn someone to be judgmental of races, I still am who I am. Willing to talk and share a good laugh with a good person, not matter who they are. I’m grateful to still be hopeful that people are decent. #365grateful #life #roc #snow #day3
As I continue to post the little things that I’m grateful for this year… I wanted to share that I’m happy that the first two days of this year were spent creating and making art. I found myself on the first day of the year in the 1975 gallery working on cool creations for an upcoming art show. Then today I taught a class of young kids how paint a funky fish. It was enjoyable, and easy! I then followed it up by coming home and creating more art. I have to learn to embrace the creativity. To remember it’s okay to be a bit weird, and that if you can’t laugh at yourself, then you live with fear, and that means it’s going to be a life that you don’t live up to your potential. #365grateful #day2
2014 has started, and instead of hoping for a good year I’ve decided to make it a good year. And one of the thing I’m going to do is remind myself of those moments and experiences during my day that help me realize how grateful I’m am to be living a life like mine. I’m grateful of the various moments in my day, but they flitter away so quickly, I need to document them more. Think of this like journaling, but on tumblr, so I can access it should I be having a bad day. #tumbling? Day 1: grateful for the awesome people that are part of the #filmfail crew. Each week I get to laugh and enjoy the company of smart people as we watch some weird films. #365grateful
So, I’ve been away from tumblr for quite some time… it’s not that I’m against it, it’s just that, well… I couldn’t remember the password, and unfortunately the email account I used to set it up was with my previous employer who fired everyone and promptly turned off my email. In a magical bit of awesome, the password came to me while I was taking time out of the day to do some daily drawings. Now, I’m back, and able to tum all overly the blr. Definitely time to change the theme and work on making this a bit more aesthetically pleasing.
Perhaps I should take this moment to write a bit of what has been happening in the world of Moi. It’s been over 6 months since I’ve left the software company, and during this time I have spent a great deal of the time trying to find a new path to my life. Looking at what I should be doing, and what I can be doing. It’s difficult when you are an individual with a very diverse background and no real education. Sure I was in college and have a few lower level degrees, but thanks to the automated ways of applying for jobs, rarely does my resume see human eyes. Which has been difficult and slightly ego shattering. It’s an odd feeling to send out a few hundred resumes, and quite literally get next to zero responses. The real rough point happened, when I had a home burglary when they robbed me of not only all my computers, but all my backup hard drives. Meaning I lost all my portfolios, all my personal photos, nearly all my history of me has gone. It’s difficult enough trying to get a design job in this city, but without a portfolio it’s next to impossible. It’s the reason I’ve been so busy, I’m completely trying to rebuild my entire life portfolio with new jobs and various projects in the past few months.
"So, what have you been doing with all that time?" you might ask…. Well, the answer is "Stuff!!" I have taken up the charge of improving the city I live in, and I do so by volunteering my time and energy in between sending out resumes. I’ve worked on some rather large projects this year, from working with the amazing WALL\THERAPY campaign, to TEDx Rochester, a bunch of non-profits, and what has to be a whole slew of art openings and galleries. Quite a few of the projects I have worked on made it into the Best of Rochester events for the City newspaper. Making me feel rather proud to be part of those teams. Speaking of Best of, I was also asked to model for the event. I’ll have to post a photo of my regal visage some point in the near future.
What else: Been slowly building up my own studio/agency.
I have a goal to help rebuild this city, and to do so, I’m going to focus my attention and my resources on the small companies in this city. Rochester needs a solid foundation of small business owners, ones that have a vested interest in the well being of it’s community. We have found ourselves depending on the big business and chain stores for far too long, so I have taken it upon myself to help local small business and first time home owners get a chance in this economy. I’m the agency for the little man, the little companies, the entrepreneurs, the foundation of the Roc.
Well, this long ramble hopefully is the start of my return to the tumblr and online world.
All my best,